I hope it stays this easy!

What's up people? I'm really surprised that my "friend" hasn't called or texted me yet trying to come over! I guess he's not that much of a friend after all, huh? But its good that he hasnt, I don't need that temptation right now. And other than him, I don't really talk to any males. Anyhoo, I was talking to my friend's husband last night and I told him about me deciding to become celibate! He didnt have too much to say really, just a raised eyebrow! But I really wanted to get a males perspective of it. We all know men think a lot differently than women do! He was suggesting a couple of friends that he could hook me up with, so we will see. I dont know if I really want to be hooked up or not! I mean I would definitely enjoy the conversation and camaraderie of a male friend, but like I told him its going to take a strong man to commit to this whole celibacy thing with me. With sex being so commonplace these days, most people dont think anything of it anymore. But if you think about it, its supposed to be this sacred thing that you share with the person you love, and its supposed to show love! Hence the phrase "making love". I dont know I guess I'm a true Pisces because I really believe in fairy tales and happy endings! But I am realistic at the same time! Some may see it as conceit, but I know I'm a good woman and I know I could be an even better woman to the right man! Sometimes I think back on my last relationship and it pains me to see how I wasted so much time and energy on someone who was not worth it at all! All of the homecooked meals; breakfast lunch and dinner, all the times he would come home from work to a spotless house and his plate sitting on the table ready for him and the TV turned to ESPN! The times he was tired so I would take his shoes off for him, all the times his work clothes were picked out (down to the wife beater, boxers, socks and shoes) and ironed! I mean he had it all and didnt know what to do with it!! Its really sad! But thats okay, because the next time I treat a man like that, he will be a MAN not a boy and he will be mature and intelligent enough to realize what he has and he will treat me twice as good as I treat him! See I dont mind be "submissive" to a man that is worthy. Thats not the issue, the issue is where are the men that are worthy???? Well I guess I better get to work now! Otherwise I could go on and on and on!